2.14.2006

Righteous Dudette

I am writing now because something told me (Jesus) to get my thoughts out on paper. I like this method b/c I watch what I say more since other people can read it. lol. So, trying to speak the truth to myself...
The past two weeks have been getting more like regular school and not the beginning of school lall. It has been difficult to balance school, internship, church, taking care of my body, and spiritual needs.
This weird thing has been happening, tons of people I see remind me of folks back home. People who I do not necessarily know but see around town when I am at home. I have tried to ask God what this is all about, but all he says is that I am allowed to cry about it. So last night, I decided, "ok God, make me cry about it." I couldn't cry- then he made a statement about Himself and home- so maybe this is a spiritual matter more than me just feeling mad about being away from home.
Ok, now it is coming together more in my heart- Ok Jesus, I get it. Thanks for telling me to write this down.

Well, you all don't get to know the gritty details if you are reading this...
So long, have a swell day.

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