Forever

What lasts forever? Jesus, life, flowers? I wonder if there are flowers in heaven.
Tomorrow is our BBQ at the agency. Just in the past couple of months did I realize the great view of the skyline walking from the agency to go home. Wow i look around that area and people are poor and some have 200,000 dollar homes in Society Hill.

What lasts forever? Is it really about having a house in Society Hill or using what you have to bless people. Right now I have a huge room, and two roommates. How can I use these blessings I already have>

Temple-University...what a place, seems like the real world, but it is just another university. However, it is the one God told me to go---my sheep hear my voice and follow me. That is what he said.
I am getting random I know, but lat week I thought about the feeling I had riding down Roosevelt Blvd. and seeing people going and coming from church. I had never felt that empathy before. We looked at an apartment around campus, and I felt that same feeling. THose people need a blessing. They need some life.

God- where you send me, use me to bless people. You already bless me with their smiles, families, encouragement, and abilities. God I want to be you, I want to live by grace and freedom as your daughter. You have really taught me what it means to have the spirit of sonship and not that of fear.
Thank you for Ruth, who told me I am always afraid, and to just believe. She did not know that she was showing me a picture of my heart. But she does now. Thank you God for friends who know you, and want to know me.

God bless my two baby cousins, they are so young and moldable. Father, please protect their hearts. Teach them and tell me how to bless them more.

Thanks for family, and that I can see them soon! It is different now, you have given me a step up of confidence in living here. I am a little more ready to lean on You, and the community you gave me here.

You are good- whew. haha lalafalallalal halleighluia........